i have been waiting for your text since yesterday at 1pm. the reason i didnt text u because i know u always have an afternoon nap at that time. but i think i was wrong. till i punched out from work, my hp was still silent. no msgs at all. i thot u were busy. but atleast u could drop me a msg saying ure gonna b busy and will text me later. but all i gt was nothing. this was when i sensed something is not right. u might be keeping something from me? i keep waiting until i could not take it any longer. n ur reply was u need time to think and lay out ur thots before talking to me again. i was upset. and heartbroken. coz i knew that the chance of me being with u anymore is very minimal. i could not stop thinking about it. how i go about my life again without u? the one that ive been spending time with for the last nine months. the one that ive been waiting for every week for him to book out from work and meet me? the one that ive always make my saturdays free just to be with him the whole day? the one that ive been guessing whether its wednesday or thursday that he will gt to book out to see me? it was really a big blow to me. cos i thot ours was true love, never ending. but i realised it only occurs in fairytales. for goodness, this is real life. i think i can dream on. i just wanna say that my time with u is not up yet. to me atleast. theres so many things i wanna do with u. going sentosa, resort world, playing kite, going zookout and the csi exhibition at spore science centre. i guess i can put everything away and plan it with my friends instead.
baby if ure reading this. i really hope u will consider this relationship carefully. ive been sacrificing alot in this. waiting for u fr two weeks afew times when u were confined in camp. disciplined myself not to go out with other guys. going all the way to bkt batok to send u to camp or just to see u before u book in even fr a few hours. going all the way to yishun to fetch u from camp n to send u to the bustop. i gave my all to u, to this relationship. tell me what more am i lacking of? im sorry if ive did anything wrong to u. i hope u can forgive and forget and lets start anew. love me all over agai. i wanna be loved, by you. like what uve promised. like what uve said, u will never leave my heart. im still holding on to that. till now. i still love u baby.all the same. n i miss u more. come back to me pls..=((
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