fuck it

fuck it man! i dont know why im always at the losing end. why do i always lose out and get hurt? for once la, let me hurt someone who be the winner instead.biar lelaki2 ni sume tau how it feels. u dont fucking care. u dont give a damn abt this relationship. if u dont want to go on, just say so. y wait? y keep giving me false hope? u dont want to be called a bastard? da terang2 memang u bastard. i dont know y im still holding on to this relationship. i just find myself stupid. i keep thinking theres still hope. but right now, i swear im sick and tired of all these shits!!! go away!!!