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seems like my posts lately are all about fights fights n fights. i'll listen to sis in law. learn to let go slowly. i hope it'll work out. i want to see us happy again. u know laughing so hard at each other. oh well.. i just miss all those times we had.

Dear God,
I hope u can help me to go through thick n thin together with him. i hope we can work things out for the better of our relationship. insyaallah. Amin...

urgh!

fucking pissed off! i dont know what u trying to do/show or just what were u thinking. its crazy! think back! u told me it hurts and ur jealous when i talk to you abt my exes. n so i feel bad about it n trying to make it up by not mentioning them anymore. i tried to convince u that they were just my past n no use brooding over it. IRONICALLY, u talked to ur ex! talk tao b. talk?! n its not a once off thing uh. its balas2 lagi. mataer mane tk mengamok? mataer mane tk jealous? saket hati? pegi your fb,its those thing that i saw again n again. hello? ur attached la b. which part of attached u tk phm syg? im sorry im not as liberal as u k. how boyish i can be, im still a girl w a soft n fragile heart k b. just know that la. sigh.. i just fucking hope this bullshit will end soon uh. i never thot we will be like this. one thing i have to say. its the end of our honeymoon period. n the beginning of fights after fights.

ONE AFTER ANOTHER

right.one after another. i really dont know whats happening to us. its sad that we're now in this kinda shit. well, its no one else but us to be blamed. i said US. i wont only blame one party. its not abt ego or wat. to me, it takes two hands to clap uh so both are at fault. and seriously, if u play with fire. of cos it will spread rite?? my mind's getting tired from all the thinking.seriously i can feel my body getting warmer n warmer everytime. n im not convinced yet y i canT join u just now despite me begging u or giving you hints. its not like i will create troubles ke ape kn. i fucking dont understand. its ok. u must have yr own reasons. shall be understanding now. n im willing to sacrifice my SUNDAYS just so u can enjoy or meet up w yr frens. happy? fair n square.

ohh saturday.

hmm. first of all. i dont fucking know whats wrong. is it me or is it just him?? i know im not the one to think of any plans of where to go n all. but that doesnt me u can do this to me. i dont know. u know i dont want to be like this too rite? i pn nk jadi those yg every week nk klua je da tau mane nk g.tkya buang2 mase nk pk sume. haix. whatever it is. i think u shouldnt hv left me all by myself td. i pon ade perasaan b. i walked beside u n u just talk to irsyad. im not blaming him or anything. but y?? seriously its just a waste of time! i only gt to see u like 2 hours?? =((

zzzz...

Zomg! its only 10.11am but im feelng so sleepy. somebody out there help me? make me stay awake till lunchtime. or gimme some entertainment. my eyes can close by itself anytime soon i guess. sigh!

i dont understand y am i so sleepy when i have long hours of sleep. but when i have only short hours of sleep, i wont feel sleepy till this bad. this is ridiculous!

PS: i didnt get to meet boyfriend ytd. he cant go out. screw his officers! haix. im still hoping that he can go out today.*fingers crossed*

ttyl!

new task!

yay!!

got my hands on the new set of files.gotta go thru 26 of them. but then, im sleepy..
zzzz..so baby, nari leh book out tk??=((

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Hehe. im actually at work right now. yea,u guys guessed it right. I GOT NOTHING TO DO LA!! oh well,da sound2 ngn supervisor pon tkde gunanye. nanti2 tapi tkde pape. puas hati dok ruma je kan. haha. im waiting for lunchtime actually. perot da maen lagu ni. n yess,waiting for bf to text me also. where u?

*sorry eh baby i terlelap semalam.syg u!

oh ya, nari wani ade plan for gathering. but its only gonna be the three of us. me, wani and tuss. i dont know if bf got to go out today. if yes, he can join us. i reeeeaaaaaally hope so. miss u liao! =((

k la. i sambong later. nti kena tangkap plak. ishk3!!

Effing tired today! =(

Hi everyone

i think i can doze off anytime soon. but i just wanna fulfill some of you people's wish first. to those who wanna read so much, here it goes.haha. today, at work seperti biase ive got ntg to do. i hate it,u know. its so damn boring la. i stared at lappy, lappy stared at me back. not funny n not cool hor. anws, im waiting fr my supervisor to bring up more files fr me to validate. atleast i'll have something to do n i wont be looking at the time every min. ahaha.

for those of you who are unsure of my task at work,lemme tell u a wee bit aite. basically, im under the QA validation department. so my task is basically going through these files that contain SOPs or any other validation documents for errors or non-compliance. in other words, u can call me 'checher' or cikgu aishah k?

anws, on ma way home just now, i headbang-ed like 3 times in the bus? tapi degil jugak maseh nak tido. ni bkn kes tutop malu ehh. ni da kes keje overtime utk seminggu. ngntok glerr! so terhantuk-bgn-tgk surroundings-tdo balek. huahuahua. prangai busok!

k la. bantal pon da memanggil. i talk again tmr. insyaallah.

Me Back!

Hey, i know its been such a long time since i blogged and i know ive been saying this for quite a few times actually but still the same. ahah. i will try my best to stay faithful to my blog. but i wont update it everyday, only when im free or when i feel like it. so yea,just a heads up, i'll be kinda busy this coming five months due to school attachment. kepade sesape yg nk kepo2 bace blog saye tu,mintak maap je la k.kalau ade bace, kalua tkde go suck thumb je. huhu. k la. akak busy. ade panggilan nk jwb. hello2??