i hate it!

i seriously dont understand wat they want from me.im trying my best here to fit in but they're not giving me any chances.in fact,they're making the situation worse.n its just hard for me to handle this alone over like 10 people?i wonder how long i can take this kind of treatment.i dont think this will get any better.well,let them be.let them read it so they know.i dont care.n i dont care if i quit coz of them.i may be a loser.but i dont want to lose my pride there.its priceless..i just hope i can find a way out as quickly as possible and get out of this 'hell'...fuck off bitches n posers!!